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I Was Once A Bird

by Whale Belly

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1.
You cried outside so people could see you Making puddles that birds would dip their heads into I was a part of the land til water voices got me Now I'm a floating vessell somewhere out to sea I heard sirens screeching far beyond the rocks Now I'm shattered wood, taken my last shot I waited all night for the Holy Ghost He never showed He never showed With blood on my door and a flag on my post He never showed He never showed When I gave up, I was finally free Free from the hold Free from the hold No concept of time but the changing of leaves Free from the hold Free from the hold
2.
Oh the mighty canal Is gonna get me good I wouldn't even try to swim it Even if I could. Oh the giant bridge Gonna collapse on me I wouldn't even try to dodge it Even if I could. Oh the lovely lady Gonna destroy my heart I wouldn't even try to stop it Even if I could.
3.
Baby I want to love you As long as you love me too Want to give to you what I can’t give to anyone Baby I don’t want you ever To think about anyone else Every time I think you do, well I feel like a failure But oh this feeling I hope to forget When you love someone so much To the point of regret Baby I think I'm losing all of my battles with you It's a war I don't mind losing, if it makes things easier But oh this feeling I hope to forget When you love someone so much To the point of regret Everything now causes cancer Even labels don’t give you the answers I’m afraid of dying that way I’m afraid of dying that way So hard to think about it and what happens after death I’m afraid of dying that way I’m afraid of dying that way Baby I want you to Be my cancer Be with me when I become everything But oh this feeling I hope to forget When you love someone so much To the point of regret
4.
Water Voices 04:14
Do you wanna run down, do you wanna run down with me? deep into the light, deep into the light with me And I feel it And i fight it Never comprehend When can I go inside, when can I go inside again My skin’s burning off, my skins burning off again And I feel it And i fight it And to never comprehend Why must you choose me, why must you choose me again? I don’t wanna do it, don’t wanna do it again And I feel it And i fight it And to never comprehend Out there, out there is the truth It may be, it may be that it’s untrue
5.
Escalators moving, but the people are not walking I can't seem to break free their bodies are blocking It's a breakdown at Ikea I'm going home The sky's made of fluorescent Holding window dressings People say this place is a church holding holy blessings It's a breakdown at Ikea I'm going home Cassy's saying baby won't you calm down, "Baby, calm down." I'm holding you tight but your body, it keeps moving Just a few more items, and then I promise we can be going There's something in you baby that makes you so damn annoying My love I can't calm down My love I can't calm down My love I can't calm down My love I can't calm down Calm down baby won't you calm down if only just for me I said a few more items and then I promise we can leave My love I can't calm down My love I can't calm down My love I can't calm down My love I can't calm down Baby! just calm down, you're neurotic and afraid of consumerism What is it about spending money that makes you so mad? Is it the fact that this place is designed just like a maze just to get you lost? So you can see everything they sell at a premium cost Or that people come dressed up all in an attempt to bring someone back to the bed they just got I'm running, yeah I'm running, yeah I'm running, running, running It's a breakdown at Ikea I'm going home
6.
Earthy Eyes 04:40
I see your black eye, and it’s shades of purple That reminds me, reminds me of the earth That reminds me, reminds me of the earth You came to this fire, waving a lighter And now you'll burn, you'll burn to your knees You'll burn, you'll burn to your knees Outside it’s sunny Inside it’s dark I just wish I never knew the name of the spark The name of the spark I’ve got the water that you’re craving But it’s too cold, too cold to be used I said it's too cold, too cold to be used Outside it’s sunny Inside it’s dark I just wish I never knew the name of the spark The name of the spark I’ve got lots of thoughts in my mind And they attack me all of the time I’ve got teeth inside of my brain And they bite down, all of the time Outside it’s sunny Inside it’s dark I just wish I never knew the name of the spark The name of the spark
7.
Do you know where I am going? ‘Cause I’m so bad at directions I see the map on your forehead But you keep turning instead of facing me, of facing me Do you know where I should put this? Cause I don’t want to keep it in myself I want to get it out of me But every time I scream I don’t say anything, I don’t say anything I feel it in my body But I don’t know how to acknowledge it It fills me with neurosis And makes me question my belief in everything In everything
8.
It’s kinda grim though, to be strolling through these silent parts of town They all used to be so loud, proud and vociferous What happened to it’s charm? What happened to this place we used to share? I can remember the hip cafe I first met you, spaced out and as pretty as can be We sat amongst the daytime drunks philosophizing as if they knew what they’re doing with themselves All secretly wished they could philosophize you into their lives, but I won that argument I don’t quite know what went wrong, or I know too much that’ll just make you mad But what was there won’t breath again, and if it does it will be through someone else's lungs Some other mindset or ideas that’ll either build off mine or tear them down ********** What’s gone can’t be recessed but I can take what’s gone and use it to build what’s new and what’s new, well, it’s just going to have to do, till I can no longer see the sky turn blue or I find a new you, or an even newer new **********
9.
I just want someone to be my friend tonight Just want someone to be my friend tonight Maybe I can get lucky somehow Maybe I can get lucky somehow Maybe I can get lucky somehow Maybe I can get lucky I just want someone to lay with at some point tonight Just want someone to lay with at some point tonight We can go as far as you want We can go as far as you need We can go as far as you want We can go as far I just want someone to know I exist beyond what's inside a computer chip Just want someone to know I exist beyond what's inside a computer chip I can talk all night if you want I can listen all day if you need I can talk all night if you want I can listen all day
10.
Long Drawn 04:31
I’m getting used to being the lonely guy Now that I don’t have you by my side Enjoy my company and my own thoughts But all I wanted to do was for you to love me like I love you Do you remember when I wrote you those poems? Wrote you an album filled with love songs You never once gave me a present Looking back I know, you never really loved me the same Do you remember when I met your family Your father who is always so cold to you I could never live up to any of his standards All I wanted to do, was love you more than he did you You said that I seemed Bi-Polar at times One moment happy and the next I’m crying I was just looking for you to love me But I could not find it You just got angry instead If I could write you the golden poem That could win back your throne I purposely fall very short Because that’s what you’d expect That’s what you deserve I wish you all the best and hope that you’re happy Have your children and name them Jackson But now it’s time for me to move on myself Everything is painful when you’re dealing with the human heart

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The Players:
Todd Bogin
Nick Smeraski
Josh Henderson
Evan Crane

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released November 5, 2013

Engineered by Nick Smeraski.
Recorded at Saltlands & Katelynn's place in Brooklyn.
& at Boginham palace in Chicago.
Mastered by Paul Gold at Salt Mastering.

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Whale Belly Brooklyn, New York

Whale Belly - formed in Brooklyn in 2010.
Has been featured in USA Today, The AV Club, CBS News, Daytrotter, BK Vegan and more. They have two albums out!

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